Штереб

Original

Не нюхай лак !

Щось змінилось ,щось не так,Чомусь не хочу нюхати вже лак.Натомість відчуваю дивний смакВесни приходу і тепла.

Мені уже приємно, я веселий,Весь Світ мені здається милий.У смутку дзеркалі не бачу вжеНікого, навіть власне і себе.

Навколо мене світ красиПрироди, радості і просто чистоти.Враз...дерева зацвіли і пророслаНа тротуарах, навіть, зеленая трава.

1Oleg Schtereb

Translation

Don't Sniff Lacquer!

Something's changed, something's not right —somehow I don't want to sniff lacquer any more.Instead I feel a strange taste:the coming of spring, and of warmth.

I'm feeling good now, I am cheerful,the whole World seems dear to me.In sorrow's mirror I no longer seeanyone — not even my own self.

Around me is a world of beauty,of nature, joy, and simple purity.Suddenly… the trees have blossomed, and there's grown,even on the pavements, green grass.

About the poem

Something has changed: the speaker no longer wants to sniff lacquer, and instead tastes spring. The world grows kind, trees blossom, grass sprouts on the pavements — and then the grass is wheat, there are crowds, a computer game, a film, a window — and then no one, and a fierce winter. The hallucination assembles and collapses in five quatrains, and the first line comes back as the last with a comic groan: “A-a-a, I won’t sniff lacquer any more.” A cautionary tale that refuses to preach. The renewal is comic but genuine. Spring competes with addiction, and for a moment the senses choose blossom, grass and kindness over chemical escape. That unstable optimism matters: recovery appears not as a sermon but as the sudden discovery that the ordinary world can still be intoxicating.

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